3 May 2001

Well, I STILL haven't heard back about the job. Since it is taking this long, my guess is that I didn't get it... :(

Beltaine came and went. I don't have my missing BOS as an excuse anymore. Honestly, tho, I don't have a ritual that I am comfortable with yet for Beltaine. Maybe that is what I need to do, search the web for a Beltaine ritual...

My son is sick still. The ear infection supposedly has improved, but he was up till 2 am last night. Poor lil guy. I just don't know what to do. Maybe he is just teething....
I just don't know what to do!

Beautiful Goddess guide my decisions to reflect the right action required for growth and learning. Give me patience to know when to be still and to wait for answers.
Please let me be patient and understanding in my job quest, and allow me to give a good home to my son.

Blessed Be!