21 January 2000

This morning is a full moon with an eclipse. So much has happened since I last entered anything to this journal.

First and foremost, I'm pregnant!

This has kept me tired and lazy quite a bit of the time. I have had two recent losses, so I simply spend my time trying to take care of myself and this innocent child within me.

I have cut back on the depths of my rituals, but I have not missed one yet! :)

Most importantly, I have done some thank you rituals, thanking the Goddess for this child! Plus adding some prayers to protect this child.

I have changed a chant that I found on the web. It now goes like this...

Divine Mother
Mother Divine
Protect this child
This sweet child of thine

It gives me comfort when I start worrying about this baby. I am so scared sometimes about losing this one as well. I am at 15 weeks now, but such a long ways to go!

Well, that's my update for now.. It has been an interesting two months!! :)

It looks like it is going to be cloudy and snowy for the eclipse... *sigh* I really wanted to see it.. but I still have a special ritual for this special night.

Soon I hope to write of this experience and more!!

Blessed Be!